Thursday, April 8, 2010 ; 6:17 AM
recently, been feeling quite negative, now? still quite negative.... Dancing, long school hours, plus cca and speech day training have cause me to be very tired everyday after school, i don't even have time to play soccer after school anymore.... Parents have been nagging me a lot alot recently, say what why i everyday come home late, and plans keep changing.... But is not entirely my fault though, i mean speech day training, is not my fault? Is you want me to join npcc in the first place and now you are complaining? and is you ask me to continue as a prefect when i was comtemplating to quit 2 years ago and now? i got dance and you keep saying why i sec4 still involve, precisely is cause i sec4 thats why is my last chance to do something.... Im feeling very negative man and still no one to help me.... sigh
Anw, zhu cheer up don't really know what happen to you, but don't feel sad ya?
Monday, April 5, 2010 ; 6:45 AM
hmm yesterday went to church, haha was too tired yesterday, so ya here is the post. Woke up at 5.30am and went to ECP but it started to rain and the wind was very heavy, my umbrella was totally vulnerable to the wind can? my whole umbrella flew inwards like some clown, lesson of the day" don't buy cheap umbrellas!!". Anw it rained heavily and went to the church instead, had breakfast then the service. Janice got baptised don't know correct spelling ont but ya haha good luck on your path and gratz :D. Then, went to west coast and played :D, played frisbee, starting was not playing properly, was like strolling all the way but started to up the tempo and i scored!! haha too bad we don't play frisbee in school and too bad they never play soccer de hahaha...Then went to joshua's house, played guitar hero, well i can say i suck in it? haha played drums together with janelle, so funny lah haha. Went home and blah slept at 9.30 yesterday? LOL
So today, went to school, and felt like sleeping immediately, dotz dotz then class photo taking, quite ok i guess? blah blah then dancing, i can say i don't really have mood to dance but still managed to last through the training. Anw jiayou zhu don't so stress hor :D
I don't know any of you notice, im actually not really myself recently, like i emo and angry easily? And to a certain extent, i feel quite sad actually, i feel like that isnt anyone i can talk to and trust now, oh someone please help me.... Hope God will be able to bring me through this